Living for each moment.

Life is absolutely amazing!

These past few months have been simply incredible. I never thought I would be where I am today. I have found a job that I am truly happy with. Working with Suite 101 Entertainment Group and Total Team Productions is truly a dream come true. Music has been such a huge part of my life ever since I was little. So to finally happen to stumble upon a job that will grow and work with me as I learn is simply mind blowing in a sense. Having the opportunity to meet the people I have and form friendships that will last for years to come. J-Unit! ha

I have to say that not having the full support of my family, is dragging me down just a bit. My sister can trasp all over the country if she wanted and my parents know that at the end of the day at some point she will be home. However, with me I do not know if they are afraid of loosing me or what it is. But I have to check in with them like three times a day when I am away. I love my family dearly and would not trade anything on this planet for them, but just let me breath. They wonder why I have more fun when I am away... It is because I am with people who wil not jugde the decisions I am making or make me feel like I made the wrong decision then are a failure in their eyes. I feel comfortable around them. That is what I have strived for, for so long. To find people to be around where I can be me and truly be happy. To those people I just want to say thank you for just being you, you are a group of people I never wish to ever leave my life, for you push me to be the best and truest person I am.

xoxo

A

Halloween

So here I sit at just past 11:30pm on Halloween. Why am I not at a party? Why am I at home? There is one simple answer. I was at work until just after 11pm. Yes, it sucks that I can not be out dressed up and enjoying the comical side to the day. That is actually how I prefer it. I am not a very creative person, so my costumes have never been clever or that thoughtful. They have always just been typical. The witch or something like that. The witch one is always a fave, since I have the whole "I'll get you my pretty and your little dog too." thing down. I actually used to annoy my family with that.

Instead I am now home relaxing watching season 4 of Gilmore Girls. Only one of the best shows ever. I have never been ones of those girls who has to be seen at every party. Infact I am the girl that everyone is shocked to see show up at a party. I drink, but only on occasions, I dont see the whole point in getting wasted or seeing if you can handle your alcohol better than the next person. It is all just so high school, instead I am happy home with a warm blanket and a good movie.

To those of you who are out, I hope you are safe. To those of you who are not, and choose the path I do. You get it.


xoxo
Ashlee

Fall/ Rock the Fall

This past weekend October 9-12 I had the opportunity to be in the Poconos for Blue Mountains Rock the Fall Festival. Driving to Blue Mountain was amazing. The color of the leaves, it is things like the leaves in the fall that make me love living in Pennsylvania. It was def a weekend to remember. The group of people I was able to be with was a blast. We were all laughing so hard at times. I truly made some new friendships and miss those girls. I can not wait to see them next month when we hit up NYC and Boston!